Don't waste your "lockdown" season
This year has been an interesting year so far, and for me, it has been a year full of turns and surprises. I wouldn't call myself a control freak, but certainly I would like to have some control in my life. When my plan has been turned around, one would imagine that it will cause me a lot of stress and anxiety. This is exactly what this year is all about. When I envision 2020, I imagine that this year I would : 1. get pregnant or at least deliver a baby 2. visit Italy 3. continue my postgrad degree and working towards finishing it well, at least that was my plan. But God has a completely different plan for us. My husband and I have been struggling to conceive for over a year now, and yes we have been to multiple doctors, try many different things, to which only brings pain and stress. We have decided finally that we will give it a break. Of course when I say a break , it is not really a break completely because as much as I would love for my brain to stop th