My journey with Christ

Today is my second day at work. When people ask me what i do at work, i honestly dont know how to answer it because it involves data entry and specimen reception and many other things. The job desc sounds simple but the work is a little bit complicated. Maybe after a while i will get bored eventually. Anyway.. that is not the main point. Because i m in sample reception, i often received product of conception such as fetus sample, placenta sample , and most of the time is sample from the fetus that has been miscarriaged. My heart feels so heavy whenever i see those sample. I just feel sad for them. Sad that the baby had to die for the parents and sad for the parents. Today at prayer, when i was in the middle of prayer, it got me thinking that why didnt i pray for the family? there must be reason why i am in this department and there must be a mission why I m here. For now i know that this is what i can do, that is to pray for those whom are less fortunate. If i feel sad for them yet do

Finally i could have some good news to share. I know i have been missing in my blog for a while. Sorry God, i should have shared more about Your glory and Your goodness. Alright, so as i have mentioned before.. this year has been such a challenging year for me. The reason behind is that there are a lot of waiting rooms and i hate waiting. For me, waiting is one of the hardest thing to do as I walk my journey with God. There are so many things that I am waiting.. for example waiting for God to tell me whether i will be in indo or aussie, whether to do nursing or not, whether to persist in getting pr or not, etc. During these last few months it has been draining at the same time rewarding. I have learnt to trust in Him and I really see how God guides my path. Few months ago when I was volunteering in the hospital,  i ever thought to myself that how good it is if one day i can work at royal children hospital. I dont even volunteer at royal children at that time. Guess what, today this