Showing posts from March, 2011

It's all about Him

Im supposed to sleep at this time, but im still here, blogging, cos i just cant jeopardize the fact that i might miss some of the details if i write this on some other day.
Today I met a stranger. I had a bible study at 7pm and supposed to meet my friends at 6.30pm. When I was rushing to get to the tram stop, a 50year old guy approached me. He told me that he lost his wallet and he couldnt go back to Queensland (he told me the name of the country side which i have no idea how to explain it). At first I would have thought that he is just another beggar who always randomly asks money from people. But he was different, I can feel it somehow. Even though he didnot show it in his face that he's in need of money but dunno why I was still standing and talking to him. I kept asking him to ask help from police station. he told me that the police gave him a local tram/train ticket and those tickets couldnt get him to queensland. Then my brain started to work, I remember that the smallest amo…

Starting a new year

Starting a new year? hmm.. not quite. considering that it's already march, but that's how i feel, because there are just so many things that I want to change about myself from this moment. I feel that the past 2 months I have been so childish, not knowing where I stand and who I am. Yet God is good, He keeps on directing me and letting me know about my identity. 

Let me tell you, for the past 2 months my faith has not grown more mature at all, instead, I have been going through rollercoaster. My life was a mess and my mood just went up and down. It's all because I dont have intimate relationship with God. you will not be able to imagine how your life can be when God is not present in your life. I hope you wont feel that, because I feel it and let me tell you, it is not good at all. you dont feel peace and you lose the direction of your life. Im not joking, it happened to me. I was idolising the wrong things for the past 2 months. I wont mention what they are here, but defin…

I love you Daddy

It's been a looooooooonnnnggggg time since I last updated my blog, well, not really, at least that's what I felt. Life hasnot been beautiful here. Holiday in Indonesia has made me gone away from God and I am glad that I am now back on track. Things happen during my holiday which I cant shared here, even though yes I am not totally enjoying my holiday, but I had a good time with my family.

One thing that I realise is that because I am so used to living by myself in Melbourne( well, I have my sister here as well though), I am not used to having my  parents and aunties around me. I get angry easily because of their complains and nags. I know it's bad, it's even worse that I realise it after I have gone back to Melbourne. This is the current area that I need to work on, my patience.

At the same time, I have been so thankful to God that even though I have ignored Him for the past 1.5 months, He is still faithful when I look for Him again. He is always there for me and the…