My journey with Christ

I am here to tell you bad news =( Well, from what I've shared in my previous post, the result was not quite as what I've projected it to be. I guess God has another plan. The agent told me that they no longer deal with that QA position, which means that I am not fortunate enough to join the company, in order words, dont give up, keep on looking for another position. Guess what, at the same time my boss also told me that we are not going to China at the end of this month. Hmm.. not quite as what I've thought huh. Well, I dont blame God, dissappointed ? a little bit. I can choose to blame God : why is it that even though I can see it but I can have it? However, i dont choose to response it that way, because I believe in God's perfect plan. I believe that when God does not give me the job, He has a better job for me. When God does not give me the chance to go to China, He wants me to do something else. In fact, I feel  relieve because if I am to go to China, how can i tell

Matthew 6:33  But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. Really, trully, seriously, that verse is alive. At least that is what I experienced and I really want to share it here NOW. For the past 2 weeks I have been so busy with church stuff, I am involved in the fundraising for church event, I also involve in the dance, I still usher to manage, prayer ministry every week, oikos for all core team member in church and last but not least my own oikos on every fridays. To cut it short, I really do not have time for myself. When I have spare time, it will either for meeting ( for the church event ) and also GO OUT (which is the class to teach us how to reach out to the lost). I have worked as well! oh Gosh, really, it drains me to the core, I am even busier than the time i had at uni.  I have been wanting to get a new job, because I have been working at my current workplace for almost 1,5 years and I can say that my growth in th