You are not...

You are not my Santa Claus
Sorry Lord when often, I come to You demanding this or that

You are not my 911
Sorry Lord, often I only come to You for help

You are not my diary
Sorry Father for coming to You, bursting all my anger, complaints and disappointment and never come with a heart wanting to listen to what You have to say

You are not my maid
Sorry Lord for treating You as my maid at times when I was lazy myself and ask You to do things for me

You are not a magician
Sorry Father for so many times my prayers are full of demands asking you to turn my circumstances into sth that i want

I am sorry Lord for ever treating You like my santa claus, 911, diary, maid, magician with or without knowing. Thank You for nudging me and letting me know about my weakness. Often i live my life regretting my past and not being grateful of present and longing for future and I know that is wrong bcos that means I am not trusting my life on You...

Lord... teach me how to be Your daughter, who comes to You with a teachable heart, listening ears and humble attitude. Help me stop comparing myself to others and wanting what others have..help me start to live my life by faith and not by sight. let me have a sensitive heart that knows Your desire and ready to help those in need. Let me learn to carry my cross and not just daydreaming about having good life. Let me learn to give the pen of my life completely to You. Help me surrender all to You and serve You wholeheartedly

Cos..

You are my Rock
You are my Salvation
You are my fortress
You are my Father and my best friend
You are the author and perfector of my faith
You are my king above all kings
You are just , kind and love
You are merciful and faithful
You are my creator
You are awesome and amazing
You are all that I need
You are my shepherd
You are my redeemer

You are more than anything...
Thank You for who You are Lord and for initiating a relationship with someone like me
Trully Father, I want to love You with all my heart, my mind, my strength and my soul

Glory to Jesus forever

Orange girl ;)

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